Late To The Orgy

(album: Freak Of Nature - 2023)

What're you doing here? Why are you like this?
What if I'm anxious? How do I hide it?
You're talking too much, just shut the fuck up
I'm sorry I'm a punisher, I'm sorry I suck

Nobody likes you and everyone's pissed
I'm always feeling like I just stepped in shit
Everybody's watching, but nobody cares
The music's gonna stop and I don't have a chair

I can't stop staring at my reflection
Asking the same goddamn questions
Am I by myself, or is everyone else
Asking the same goddamn questions?

Everyone got a seat, they're pointing and laughing
They got what they wanted, and I got my ass beat
I feel like I only know half of the story
Everybody came and I'm late to the orgy

What am I doing here? Why am I like this?
I'm doing my best to stay calm in crisis
I'm talking too much and I never shut up
But I gotta pretend like I don't give a fuck

I can't stop staring at my reflection
Asking the same goddamn questions
Am I by myself, or is everyone else
Asking the same goddamn questions?

I'm standing here, and everyone
They got their seats, they got to cum
Part of me is scared of missing out but I've grown used to it
Couldn't pay me enough to give a shit

I can't stop staring at my reflection
Asking the same goddamn questions
Am I by myself, or is everyone else
Asking the same goddamn questions?