Get There

(album: Red Moon Rising - 2020)

When are we gonna get there
I'm so sick of fucking waiting here
I've been sweating bullets, hope my moment it don't disappear
Hope the end ain't getting here, illusion ain't so fucking clear
Sick of always driving never looking in my fucking mirror

No direction like I'm running with my eyes closed
See you don't feel that way you only see what I show
I've been getting tired of keeping face can't keep my place
Can't enjoy the moment everything feels like a waste

Of time I roll my joint and unwind
I try to tell myself that everything gonna turn out fine
But until that day I'll try to calm down my mind
Cause all I know is no reward ever came without grind

So when are we gonna get there
I'm so sick of fucking waiting here
It's taking me a minute I don't got another couple years
Hope the end is getting me, I thought it seemed so fucking clear
Sick of always driving never looking in the fucking mirror
Into the deep I'm jumping in with my eyes closed
I hope the nights' high will even out the days' lows
I don't know if I can keep this pace I'm moving late
You don't see it that way you only see what's on my face

It's fine, I'll roll my joint and unwind
And tryna tell myself that everything gonna turn out fine
See I ain't got no time to wait for stars to align
I just get so impatient I'm forever behind
So I don't know when I'ma get there
I'm so sick of fucking waiting here
I've been going through it but I know that life ain't fucking fair
Hope this sh*t don't disappear don't know where I'm gonna steer
I just know I wanna live without a motherfucking care

Struggling ain't nothing
These hurdles I'll jump them
Stress I'm juggling
These problems rise above them
Struggling ain't nothing
These hurdles I'll jump them
Stress I'm juggling
These problems rise above them

So I don't know when I'ma get there
All I know is I don't fucking care
Nothing is gonna stop me
I'm the only one that'll get me there
Running fast just disappear and let go of my doubts and fears
I'ma keep on driving and never look back in the fucking mirror

(I don't know when I'ma get there)
(I don't know when I'ma get there)
(I don't know when I'ma get there)
(I don't know when I'ma get there)