Growing Love

(album: The Window - 2012)

I fell in love for the first time and the second and third time
That I started seeing her and though it's been a blur
I'm still so attracted with such a passion and such excitement
I'm with her in the morning, the after noon and the night
Shit, she looks the nicest in purple and blue
But she's often a person, whos looked at by them dudes
She flirts back with them two
My parents they don't approve
Matter fact, most don't, but hey fuck it, I do
She relieves all of my stress
Time we make it last, she helps me forget my past
And even before my classes
I've been seeing her, and more and more often
I have been needing her
Even if it's just a piece of her
I never plan on leaving her
For quit a while, if ever, Nah I think never is a better answer to give
You should always be there forever
Just a message away, she'll come to lessen in the pain
Your stress will never remain, if you're with her everyday
My inspiration's to write, to love and just live my life
Always spending money on her but our love don't have a price
When I met her for the first time, I was hela nervous
When I was so depressed, she would bring me to the surface
She ain't have no curfew and would comfort any purpose
Confuse me as a person, my need for you is so urgent
Questioning if it's worth it, every morning I wake up
She more than half the reason me and my girls always break up
You never need you no make up, she beautiful from within
They say that our love's a sin then why do I always win
When I'm with her, I was introduced through my friends
In middle school heart racing fast with traveling hands
I done give you a chance, didn't think we would last
We broke up a few times, but got together again
Shortly after, and even at times, you caused disaster
At times you helped me master my rhymes scheme as a rapper
At first, you wasn't much, I would keep you on the hush
Didn't know if it was love at first sight, or just a crush
I still haven't gained your trust, but I can't seem to stay away
Cause when I'm with you I ain't afraid
You helped me through the rain
You helped me through the pain
You always screaming my name
Stuck in my brain, I love forever, Mary Jane