Will I Run?

(album: The Fear Of Letting Go - 2023)

When my mind goes numb
When my veins burn cold
When the pain turns to rage
Will I run?

Holding on to what I know
The weight of this alone is unbearable
Breaking down
I'm letting go of the whole damn world

Is living enough
When there's nothing left to live for
Is it really giving up
If there never was an answer

These nights feel so alone
I've reaped what I have sown
And now I've made these seeds my home

When my mind goes numb
When my veins burn cold
When the pain turns to rage
Will I run?

Holding on
The less I show
The more I seem
To carry around in my soul
It's just harder to feel
Like there's anything left to mend

It seems so hard to me
To give myself a chance to breathe
I had the strength to bury myself
But not enough to leave
I just feel so alone
I've reaped what I have sown
Is this all I'll ever know?

When my mind goes numb
When my veins burn cold
When the pain turns to rage
Will I run?

I'm sorry I couldn't be a better man
I've built myself a life, but now I can't
Watch you grow up, I know it's not enough
But I'll take this pain and turn it into love

I won't run again
No matter what was said
Cause nothing in this world
Will keep me from you
I won't run again
All the places I've been
These roads will lead me back to you

When my mind goes numb
When my veins burn cold
When the pain turns to rage
I won't run