Split Personality

(album: I JUST WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I'M DEAD - 2021)

I'm a sociopath with a little taste for ketamine
(Problematic with taste for dramatics)
Manny got me wet, but it's never gonna get me clean
(Cinematic display of fanatics)

Can I dissipate in an 808 state
Where the love and the hate come as lines on a plate?
Well, how do you choose when your brain's cut in two?
'Cause I've been seduced, making friends with the noose

Sedate, I'm sick of being awake
So hold me down and put me in a sedated state
'Cause this split personality's the enemy inside of me

I need a second or two for an inner revolution
(Mind's erratic, I'm trying to hide it)
A nuclear nosebleed is never the solution
(Symptomatic of unhealthy habits)

Spiders, they spread from the depths of my head
They scurry and whisper, they want to be fed
Push safety pins through my mouth for my sins
Are my hands dirty now? Shall I bleach through my skin?

Sedate, I'm sick of being awake
So hold me down and put me in a sedated state
'Cause this split personality's the enemy inside
Sedate, I'm sick of being awake
So hold me down and put me in a sedated state
'Cause this split personality's the enemy inside of me

The enemy inside of me

Hide my dark side, no one can tell
Chloroform me through this living hell
Not in pain, it's the pain that's in me
So sing me back to sleep

Sedate, I'm sick of being awake
So hold me down and put me in a sedated state
'Cause this split personality's the enemy inside

Sedate, I'm sick of being awake
So hold me down and put me in a sedated state
'Cause this split personality's the enemy inside
Sedate, I'm sick of being awake
So hold me down and put me in a sedated state
'Cause this split personality's the enemy inside of me

It's the enemy inside of me