7pm In Kuwait

(album: Roses - 2017)

It's a personal song
I made this for a girl who's very special to me
[*Crowd cheering*]
She will always be special to me
[*Crowd cheering*]
No matter what happens, "I'll Be OK"
[*Crowd cheering*]

One time I'd appreciate it
If you were appreciative
Things that I do you hate it
Say you never asked me baby
My intentions were to get you
I didn't know you had a man I thought that you and him were through
So I said that I'mma come and take what's mine initially
I had a lot of things planned to make you mine officially
Soon as I was told I was heartbroken
I can't deal with pain I'm way too sensitive
Why do we still talk like we are more than friends?
When I disappear you try to bring me back in
Didn't want to know that we wouldn't be again
Why do I still get treated like I'm nothing?
Feels like I'm the only one without a loving
God isn't with me he won't let me love again
I only took the gig just to see you
7, 000 miles I came just to see you
Tried to do things so you would reserve me
Losing my sleep when you don't deserve me
No

Why you going to break my heart?
Why you going to break my heart?
I cannot pretend no longer pretend
My feelings are here yeah they never left
Coming to get you at 7PM
Posted up on block 3 I'm waiting

I can't work with a broken heart my shows got to be cancelled
Anxiety gets the best of me my thoughts all become scrambled
And I'm sorry for the times I made you think that I'm an asshole
I just go through things a lot more than anybody else I know
I'm too young to be stressing I'm not where I wanted to be
I got to deal with a heart I don't want I'm only 23
I got to handle the label all by myself I'm never free
I got to be the greatest man alive to show you what I mean
I'm the man you should be loving putting all your trust in me
Girl you taken tell me what's it really that you want from me
I can't pretend that I don't love you after what you've done to me
I keep lying to myself saying you're not the one I need
And that you're not the one for me
That you were never in my faith
I need to know what God is holding against me what's with the hate
Everyone's made in a pair except for me when I was made
Tears inside the Lamborghini while I'm driving in Kuwait
It's almost 8
It's getting late
You got to be home fuck your man he's a waste
'Cause I firmly believe that I'm the one for you
And when I give you things you say I didn't have to and that shit hurts a lot

Why you going to break my heart?
Why you going to break my heart?
I cannot pretend no longer pretend
My feelings are here yeah they never left
Coming to get you at 7PM
Posted up on block 3 I'm waiting for you

All I did was stare out that airplane
Where did I go wrong what mistakes made?
I came all the way to Kuwait
Lying to myself that I'll Be OK
I can't stop the tears that are falling
You were my babe last fall and
Now this fall I'm all alone in the states
Sorry you're the reason for all my pain
Think that was my last trip in that place
I'm too traumatized there's no way to face
Nothing left to do for me but to pray
Want to disappear want to go away
This might be the last time you hear my name
This might be the last song that I'mma make
Why can't you appreciate the things I do for you?
There's more that I've lost than all that I've gained

Why?
There's no way to say this
Had to cut my trip short too much to take in
You've seen how I live how I'm almost famous
I hope that you miss me think of me daily
Please don't, please don't break my heart
You don't need to
Please don't, please don't break my heart
Why you gonna break my heart?
Don't you, don't you break my heart