Half Hoping

(album: Platonic - 2019)

I'm sober enough to know better
But I'm drunk enough to not care
I moved on enough to not give a what
But hung up enough to wonder where
You are tonight, is it a bar tonight
It's a fight between my head and heart tonight
I'm wishing you would stay out, wishing you'd come over
Baby, you're the angel and the devil tugging on my shoulder

You can call me up, say you're all alone
Half hoping you will, half hoping you won't
You can walk in the door with my Doors shirt on
Half hoping you will, half hoping you'll
Kiss my like you used to kiss me
Wreck my head, my bed and then leave
I'm damned if you do, I'm damned if you don't
But I'm half hoping you will, half hoping you won't

Somewhere between good riddance
And throwing rocks at your window pane
Wishing things could be a little different
But wishing they'd stay the same
Yeah, it'd save me some hurt, if my phone would die
But it'd be a damn good time if it would ring tonight

You can call me up, say you're all alone
Half hopingyou will, half hoping you won't
You can walk in the door with my Doors shirt on
Half hoping you will, half hoping you'll
Kiss my like you used to kiss me
Wreck my head, my bed and then leave
I'm damned if you do, I'm damned if you don't
But I'm half hoping you will, half hoping you won't

I'm wishing you would stay out
Wishing you'd come over
Baby, you're the angel and devil tugging on my shoulder
Wishing I'd forget you
But happy I remember
Baby, wish I could just pick a side but I'm right in the center

You can call me up, say you're all alone
I'm half hoping you will, half hoping you won't
You can walk in the door with my Doors shirt on
Half hoping you will, half hoping you'll
Kiss my like you used to kiss me
Wreck my head, my bed then leave
I'm damned if you do, damned if you don't
But I'm half hoping you will, half hoping you won't
Girl, I'm only half hoping you want

Half hoping you will, half hoping you will
Half hoping you will, half hoping you will
Half hoping you won't