Serotonin

(album: Light, Dark, Light Again - 2023)

Hey, I got real low on serotonin (Everything was thrown into shadow)
Wait, I got real low on serotonin (Everything was thrown in)

Painted pictures through the wonkiest feelings
Traded smoking for a yoga routine
And things were changing like I hoped they would
Changing like I hoped they would change
And then my clothes got too small for my emotions
Too small, I had to change

Lost my sense of being an ocean
Start to wean off medication
Keeping track, might try again, it feels like losing heroin
When you halt antidepressants

Hey, I got real low on serotonin (Everything was thrown into shadow)
Wait, I got real low on serotonin (Everything was thrown in)

Been chasing, tracking that old feeling
To find my sistine chapel ceiling
First I'm gonna kneel before it, then forget I cared about it
I'll keep moving through the cycle, I just take a while

Wait, I got real low on serotonin (Everything was thrown into shadow)
Wait, I got real low on serotonin (Everything was thrown in)

I will run to lift the levels
I will dance at the same time as breakfast
I will schedule my friends in
And I'll eat more Tryptophan, oh
I will work on moving through it
And how I communicate it

Wait, I just get low on serotonin (Everything was thrown into shadow)
Wait, I got real low on serotonin (Everything was thrown in)
Hey, I get real low on serotonin (Everything was thrown into shadow)
Wait, I got real low on serotonin (Everything was thrown in)

It's just something I am trying
Have to change it up a while
Might be futile, I don't mind them
I think it is in the trying