Overdue

(album: P.M. - 2021)

I wanna see the sunrise
Give me all the grey skies
Alone in the nighttime
Don't want your daylight
I wonder if my brain's right
I wonder what I treat you like
If I were home every single night
Just don't forget me

California bleeds
California bleeds me dry
California dreams
California dreams will die

Maybe if I lay low
If I dream, if I stay beneath the radar
They won't even know if I've been laid off
But the older misery get paid off
Weed in the corridor
Strangers knocking at my door
Tell me what I'm made for
What I'm, what I'm made for

California bleeds
California bleeds me dry
California dreams
California dreams will die

And tell me when it's over
Tell me what the play is
I'm doing overtime
I'm working overtime for it
And tell me what the play is
To get me on the playlist
I'm working overtime

California bleeds
California bleeds me dry
California dreams
California dreams will die

Cali (California)
Not home, but this Cali, Cali
I'm doming this Cali, Cali
Hold onto this Cali flower
Don't fuck up this Cali moment
I'm flagging down cabs, I'm low on my cash
But damn it, I'm coming over
I'm down to walk clouded beaches
I'm round till you're missing no one
Had to make a dollar, took a California step
How 'bout you provide me with the secret how to grow and get the muscle
My surroundings when they doubting me at home
You can make a future with your name on your t-shirt
Until eyes gon' fall, I got bored at home
I know a place not far where they dream so big
Was a bitter ass kid when they don't take off
I guarantee you'll lose the words you spoke
Told you they were idols, now I worship ghosts
And they all want me to come join they section, yeah
I treat all my blessings like weapons, been holding them closer than ever
As soon as I'm testing this throne won't survive till we both on the stretcher
'Cause I see the militant man in you
How is it meant to settle land when bills are due?
I'm out battling on the fence again, I get defensive when
They sell me anything but truth
Them lies will grow so enormous
I feel like I can't ignore 'em
Getting real hard to trust somebody
No longer, want no one over
I'm tryna go somewhere quiet
I'm tryna raise the score, I used to raise my fists
And now my name ignored, I left a trail of leaves
Just like a trail of thoughts like the game you win
I saw it coming, this can't be all for me
How you gon' fly when they taped your wings?
And you take your jigs from those in need
When the doors don't rise like the butterflies
On the foreign cars, they gon' watch you smile like shit's all good
It ain't so bad so "erase your past" will mean everything
But see everything comes back in a while and I pack my bag
That's me tugging the luggage, the vices the prices I do love for
I don't do beaches no more
Nah I wake up to go to sleep, fuck if they notice me, I don't like dreaming no more
Don't do the woe is me, I do the get it together and fuck up the fuck up
I aim at the weather, might check up the weather report