Never Know

(album: Biggest Loser - 2014)

I know right from wrong, the old me is dead and gone
But I must carry on with everything left in me
Cause I'm nothing like the man that I used to be
You're just looking at the man that I grew to be
I wish that you could see my soul, but something's you never know

Yea to be honest, man I've dealt with a couple problems
Instead of running from them maybe I should just solve them
I wake up every day and know that I go hard and
Now I don't owe anybody nothing, not even a post card
Adios, I told them I gotta go
I told my homies that I love them but I gotta walk alone
Cause for everyone told me that I would never
Make it, the old me is dead and it don't need recitation
I had to change my perspective
Change my direction and now in the
Mirror I don't recognize my reflection
My heart was so cold it was frozen twice til
The day I met my daughter and she broke the ice
Come on

I know right from wrong, the old me is dead and gone
But I must carry on with everything left in me
Cause I'm nothing like the man that I used to be
You're just looking at the man that I grew to be
I wish that you could see my soul, but something's you never know

There was a time in my life I'd thought I'd never
Change, I always told my folks that I'll always be the same
Til I woke up with a lot to lose and maybe
Second guess everything I thought I'd knew
But I accept it all, it's part of growing up
It's the song of reality that makes you sober up
And then you wake up as a new man
Change your life around and devise a new plan
Every day I still grind put it all on the line
It's funny how you're life changes in a blink of an eye
And getting to know my daughter just makes me go harder
There's a difference having a kid and being a father
For real!

I know right from wrong, the old me is dead and gone
But I must carry on with everything left in me
Cause I'm nothing like the man that I used to be
You're just looking at the man that I grew to be
I wish that you could see my soul, but something's you never know

Talking to the moon sitting at the cemetery
Tear drop from my cheek to an old bitchouary
And these songs how I show respect to them and
How I was living I could be buried next to them
But I made it out the game and I made it alive
And not a day goes by that they ain't on my mind
I'm alive and free, really what do I got to complain about
Still got homies in the hood that won't make it out
Made a decision to finally let the past go
So if I seem weird know that I'm not an asshole
I'm just probably thinking about success
Regardless what it is I'm knowing that I'm blessed for real

I know right from wrong, the old me is dead and gone
But I must carry on with everything left in me
Cause I'm nothing like the man that I used to be
You're just looking at the man that I grew to be
I wish that you could see my soul, but something's you never know