I Can't Look At You

(album: CRUSHER - 2021)

Seaport in the summer
The waiter pours me wine
You complement my sweater
I think I got that shit online
You told me that you're sober
But get high with your friends
You said that you were younger
And substance pulled you under
I shoulda known how this would end

Well it's alright
If you lie to me
And I don't see through
Why would I assume
That you'd play me
For a fucking fool
I'm not in the mood
Now I can't look at you

Somehow I can't remember
If you're even alive
Thank God we're not together
And nobody asks if you're alright
I let friends go
I made enemies
But never like this
Now you're dead to me
I blocked your cell phone
And your handle
I think it's over
I think your cancelled
Your dad called me
When we last spoke
He asked about you
That's a bad joke
I should've left you
A little sooner
Now that's humor

When you say that it's alright
If you lie to me
And I don't see through
Why would I assume
That you'd play me
For a fucking fool
I'm not in the mood
Now I can't look at you