Sleep When I'm Dead

(album: Darkest Hour - 2019)

I can sleep when I am dead
Glasses on, my eyes are red
Every single word that's said
Dawg I mean it all
So much shit up in my head
Future wife lay in my bed
See through fakes like Infrared
You just claim to ball
All those nights were filled with dread
So much stress, some tears were shed
I was fucking on the edge
My back to the wall
Now I'm here to get revenge
It's too late to make amends
I can sleep when I am dead

I feel like I'm Pat Mahomes
Pressure on, I'm in the zone
Watch your mouth and peep your tone
I'm not in the mood
I ain't change dawg I have grown
In my head I'm all alone
Please do not hit up my phone
I got things to do
I feel the pain inside, but I won't quit, won't run and hide no
You think I lost my mind, but I've never been this awake my whole life, whoa

Yeah, I was the one that they said was the underdog
I can't believe, that I was ranked under y'all
Go peep the discography dawg I've so evolved
Bitch I'm on fire, I feel like a molotov
Fuck the people sleeping on me, fuck who's talking like they know me
I can't go back to the old me, things have fucking changed
I can recognize the phonies, I'm a badass like I'm Joey
Tell my girl to do it slowly, need to numb the pain
Everyday's another opportunity
Baby girl just take my hand, can't you see its you and me
Make my drink a triple, cause lately I have immunity
There's fire in my soul, look into my eyes and you can see, you can see

I feel like I'm Pat Mahomes
Pressure on, I'm in the zone
Watch your mouth and peep your tone
I'm not in the mood
I ain't change dawg I have grown
In my head I'm all alone
Please do not hit up my phone
I got things to do
I feel the pain inside, but I won't quit, won't run and hide no
You think I lost my mind, but I've never been this awake my whole life, whoa

I've been on the edge, I've been empty, I've been stressing
I've been searching for the answers, I don't even know the question
It's hard to live your life when improving is your obsession
Evil thoughts want to go to war, I got my scar and intervention
Honestly I need to learn that nobody can reach perfection
In my head, I'm a mess, Need to really count my blessings
The devil trying to get me, but for this shit I am destined
Every time I fall apart, I come back stronger with aggression
Don't you understand I'd rather die than come in second
Out my mind, yeah I've been reckless, in my mind I've been arrested
Now I'm breaking down the walls, making one hell of an exit
It's gon take a fucking army to stop me, you can't contest it

Ooooooooo, I can sleep when I am dead
So much pressure on me, wicked thoughts up in my head
I was feeling low like they put me in my grave
No matter how much love you give, somebody gonna hate
The sunlight wouldn't matter if there wasn't any rain
Happy wouldn't mean a thing if you don't feel some pain
I was feeling low like they put me in my grave
Now I'm back and better, So you better get out my way