Lyin' 2 Me

(album: Twenty One - 2021)

I'm just sipping on this drank, yeah it's kinda like my Novocain
Sometimes I feel great, really great, but not today
Everything will be alright, that's what everybody say
Honestly I think they lying, they be lying to my face
Everything does not feel okay, so don't be lying to me
Everything does not feel okay, so don't be lying to me
Swear my demons came here to play, I see them flying to me
Everything does not feel okay, so don't be lying to me

Yesterday I felt amazing, but today I feel like shit
Yesterday man I was grinding, but today I wanna quit
There's so many highs and lows when it comes to this living shit
And to be honest tho I'm really pushed to my limits bitch
A six pack finna get downed, man that's just how I'm feeling
Sick of dealing with all these clowns, my mind just need some healing
I'm just tryna do what I can, providing for my fam
Honestly it feels like I'm damned, man shit done hit the fan
Sad boy in the summer, how pathetic that's the vibe I'm giving
Sorry its a bummer, I'm just talking bout the life we living
I'm just tryna keep my head up, keep it above the water
Saddest story ever told, yeah I'm the fucking author

Everything does not feel okay, so don't be lying to me
Everything does not feel okay, so don't be lying to me
Swear my demons came here to play, I see them flying to me
Everything does not feel okay, so don't be lying to me

Don't be lying to me you don't see the world up on my shoulder blades
Say it's fine, I thought it get easier with older age
It's a sign, maybe I should throw away this whole charade
I can't lie, I could never quit until I made a name
I be struggling with how I'm feeling I can't fake the love
I can't talk to god even the devil was an angel once
Depression on top of it all is salt in all my paper cuts
And I love all my fans but y'all want me to stay for what?
For this hard work to be ignored
I feel like Yoda with the force, I gotta put this back on course
Put my moms up in that Porsche, and get my name all over Forbes
If I could kill all this anxiety I'd leave it in the morgue
It's hard chasing opportunity with this bipolar illness
I've had more doors closed on me than a Jehovah witness
I just feel the world closing in I'm tryna make a change
I'm just tryna make it thru day this shit not ok

I'm just sipping on this drank, yeah it's kinda like my Novocain
Sometimes I feel great, really great, but not today
Everything will be alright, that's what everybody say
Honestly I think they lying, they be lying to my face
Everything does not feel okay, so don't be lying to me
Everything does not feel okay, so don't be lying to me
Swear my demons came here to play, I see them flying to me
Everything does not feel okay, so don't be lying to me