All My Shit Is In My Car

(album: A Grey Area - 2023)

All my shit is in my car, it makes me feel 17 again
You put my drawer in a bag, and my clothes on the bed
You said you'd be gone from 12 p.m. 'til 4
"Don't be there when I get back, and leave my key at the door"

I spent 3 hours getting sentimental
Projecting memories on the walls
Then erased myself in a half an hour
Like I was never there at all

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose, I would feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose, I would

Reading old anniversary letters to remind myself how we used to feel
Then old journals to remind myself how long the doubts have been real
Try to work it out in my mind, why our life doesn't feel like mine
What if I don't want what you want, but I never stop wanting you?

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose, I would feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose, I would

Spent 3 hours getting sentimental
Projecting memories on the walls
Then erased myself in a half an hour
Like I was never there at all

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose, I would