In My Head

(album: Created From Filth And Dust - 2021)

So you think you're ready and can handle a peek
Well, let me show you something that you can't unsee
Walk you down the halls where I die every night
And give you just a taste of the terror inside

I point my gun and shoot at you
But nobody falls down
I scream, but nothing's coming out

In my head
It's like a murder scene
A self-inflicted lobotomy
It gets me off like nothing else
No one fucks me like myself
But sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than living in my head
In my head

Paint the walls human 'cause it never fades
I serve killer serial in a basket case
You'll want to medicate the crazy away
Just wait a second 'til I hear what the voices say

It's like a dream that's real
It feels they sewed my eyes shut
I swear I'm never waking up

In my head
It's like a murder scene
A self-inflicted lobotomy
It gets me off like nothing else
No one fucks me like myself
But sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than living in my head
In my head
In my head
In my head

If you could see inside my mind
You'd run and hide
You wouldn't last a night

In my head
It's so fucked up I even scare myself

In my head
It's like a murder scene
A self-inflicted lobotomy
It gets me off like nothing else
No one fucks me like myself

In my head
It's so fucked up I scare myself
In my head
It's so fucked up I scare myself
In my head
It's so fucked up I scare myself
In my head

And sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than living in my head