decline

(album: Two Missed Calls - 2019)

I've been all across the city for you, girl
But you're not tryna show me no love
I'd be lying if I said I ain't had second thoughts
I changed everything I could about myself
I guess it wasn't enough
I'm tryna figure out what happens, still connecting the dots

You say I'm useless, acting clueless
Why you stunting on me?
Who's this? We've been through this
She ain't nothing to me
Make time, but you take mine
Wanna hit me on the FaceTime in the daytime
Every time I hit the decline, I get guilty
I feel like I've gotta rewind for you to feel me
Thought I told you I got curb eyes, you can't heal me
Girl, I'm happy being broken, stop tryna build me
This the real me

I've been searching for distractions every night
But I can't get you out of my mind
I'd be lying if I said I hadn't tried before
Only known you for a fraction of my life
But I feel like we're intertwined
And I'd be lying if I said it doesn't feel like more
The intentions never clear with you
You say that you'll hit me up and then I never hear from you
Keep on pushing me away whenever I get near to you
But when you're feeling low, you say you need me to be here for you
(Here for you)
And I've been all across the city from the north to the south
Still there ain't an ounce of pity when you open your mouth
Are you really riding with me? I've been having my doubts
Gotta be a different person every time you're about

(But you still say I'm) Useless, acting clueless
Why you stunting on me?
Who's this? We've been through this
She ain't nothing to me
Make time, but you take mine
Wanna hit me on the FaceTime in the daytime
Every time I hit the decline, I get guilty
I feel like I've got to rewind for you to feel me
Thought I told you I got curb eyes, you can't heal me
Girl, I'm happy being broken, stop tryna build me
This the real me