Sick Of Me

(album: State Of Mine - 2021)

Sometimes I get so sick of me
It's like I'm stuck with my thoughts
They will never leave
Thinking about the way life goes
Changing when the world turns slow

Sometimes I feel I'm stuck inside
When the mirror won't move, and I want to hide
Wishing I could watch it fall
Breaking on the bathroom floor

Showtime, wear a smile on my face till it feels right
Can I save make-up till my tears dry, oh I

Without all the rest of life is unknown
All of my distractions are all my own
Ain't never gonna have to protect me from my feelings
I'm in my feelings
Need a way out
Something to save me from me now

24 hours 7 days a week I'm numb
Make a plan holding off this anxiety it's too much
Stress all the little things then avoiding everything
And I hate I've no control

Without all the rest of life is unknown
All of my distractions are all my own (my own, my own, my own, my own)
Ain't never gonna have to protect me from my feelings
I'm in my feelings
Need a way out
Something to save me from me now