Sour Lemon

(You still can't make me cry
You've pinned this butterfly down
My fire's burning out
Kill my flame without a frown)

They've clipped my wings again
Tore them apart and then left me
No use to fly away
To my yesterday of freedom
My eyes died back that day
Seeing the hurt I may have done
Beat me instead of them
Pain is my only Zen of fun

Counting all the days I've been trapped inside your cage
Clipped my fucking wings and you told me I was saved
So drained, shackles on my chain
Wish I could fly away but I'm blinded by the pain
Old flame keep burning out my brain
Chest be getting tight every time I hear the name
It's like two of your vicious games
Time for me to go, baby, it just ain't the same

You still can't make me cry
You've pinned this butterfly down
My fire's burning out
Kill my flame without a frown
And starving hurts the soul
When you're hungry for some love
So if I close my eyes
I can really fly above

In the end and today yeah we always getting Xanned baby
It's just you and me 'cause I ain't allowed to have no friends
You say they just wanna slide people, I'm too naive
Justified, tryna steal your little social butterfly (butterfly)
Improvise by getting high, feel alive, dead inside
I can find no escape, there ain't a place to hide
Life keeps giving all these lemons, they just all expired
Life keeps giving all these lemons, they just all expired

You still can't make me cry
You've pinned this butterfly down
My fire's burning out
Kill my flame without a frown
And starving hurts the soul
When you're hungry for some love
So if I close my eyes
I can really fly above

I'll go where secrets are sold (secrets are sold)
Where roses unfold (roses unfold)
I'll sleep as time goes by

So hurting here is where I belong
Dreaming a song, blood on my hands
To stay strong (stay strong)
The flowers in the graveyard are all gone
I don't belong, there is no right
To heal the wrong
Soup's on hot feeling like a do or die
I can't throw up, I don't think I even wanna try