Cursed

(album: Captain - 2018)

I-I think
I think I'm I think I'm cursed
Shit...
I mean, I I [?]

I think I'm cursed, because I want to stay
In that same place that I pushed you away
You see, the darkness won't forgive me
No, the darkness won't forget me
Rowing and rowing my boat (Yeah)
I'm tryna keep it afloat (Yeah)
I don't think we should get close (Yeah) (I don't think so)
Fade away, I'm going ghost (I said)
Rowing and rowing my boat (Yeah)
I'm tryna keep it afloat (Yeah)
I don't think we should get close (Yeah)
Fade away, fade away, fade away, fade away

I'm sorry I can't be the man that I promised [?]
I'm trying mu hardest, at least I am honest
Apologies, but you gon' hate me regardless ([?] gonna hate me)
A farmer, but I didn't stay for the harvest
I might have mislead you, but don't think I'm heartless
I can't get the smell of you out of the carnage (I-I [?])
I can't get the smell of you out my apartment
At home in the darkness, belong in the darkness
I'm just tryna find some peace, yeah (I'm tryna find some)
Not a man, I am pieces
Looking in the mirror, speechless
Ruin that, that's what you do
I'm afraid of your voodoo ([?] voodoo)
Keep your fluorescence to yourself
Happy thoughts don't exist in Hell (Hell)
I wish you gone when you wish me well (Well)

I think I'm cursed, because I want to stay
In that same place that I pushed you away (I-I pushed you away)
You see, the darkness won't forgive me (You see, the darkness)
No, the darkness won't forget me (The darkness won't forgive me)
Rowing and rowing my boat (Boat)
I'm tryna keep it afloat (-Float)
I don't think we should get close ([?] we-we shouldn't)
Fade away, I'm going ghost (We shouldn't get close)
Rowing and rowing my boat (I mean)
I'm tryna keep it afloat (I'm just tryna)
I don't think we should get close
Fade away, fade away, fade away, fade away