Close To Me

(album: When I Was Dead - 2023)

(Zeuz)

Mentally, I'm dying, physically, I'm drained
I'm fucked up emotionally
And spiritually, I'm dead, been living on the edge
Can't let no one get close to me

I've been to the shooters, I'm on a quest for true love
Can't find it in the sewers, see
My fault, they get what they want from me
It's my fault that my love don't come with a receipt
Got all the money in the world, but I'm just missing my round
This shit would never have got this far, this shit wasn't supposed to go down
I laugh to keep from crying, make love to keep from lying
My soul's been aching desperately 'cause our love has been dying
Death notes in my journal, betrayals become normal
I'm to the point I'm fertile, they break me with the slightest touch
'Posed to be us against the world, why the hell we fighting for?
I put the energy over me, you know I'll die for us

Mentally, I'm dying, physically, I'm drained
I'm fucked up emotionally
And spiritually, I'm dead, been living on the edge
Can't let no one get close to me
Mentally, I'm dying, physically, I'm drained
I'm fucked up emotionally
And spiritually, I'm dead, been living on the edge
Can't let no one get close to me

I'm fucked up emotionally
Can't let no one get close to me