STARGAZING

(album: DISORDER - 2021)

I had you in my grasp
Twisting your heart in my hands
No future, will we last?
So I live consumed my past
Hands touch on your skin
These sickening thoughts in my head
Drowning, I'm sinking
Save me, it's hard to breathe in
I'm so nauseous, I'm so lost without you

Now I'm fucked up, 'cause the only time I cope is when I'm drugged up, yeah
You're so fucked up, got me pacing 'round in circles feeling worthless, yeah
I need someone, but nobody here that really give a fuck now
Need you right now, but you're gone now
Girl, you stabbed me in the back ripped my heart out
Never thought I'd break, I didn't want to mention
I'm felled as shit, I'm caving from depression
Playing with love is like a sick obsession
Staring at the stars, I need a fucking message, yeah
I need a fucking message, yeah

I had you in my grasp
Twisting your heart in my hands
No future, will we last?
So I live consumed my past
Hands touch on your skin
These sickening thoughts in my head
Drowning, I'm sinking
Save me, it's hard to breathe in
I'm so nauseous, I'm so lost without you

I'm so lost without you, without you
I'm so lost without you, without you, without you