New Ish

(album: Blessings & Lessons - 2019)

Stuck in my ways oh boy why you play with me
You know it's hard to leave
I know you not for me
I walk away so fast
You throw me out to sea
That's how it's gotta be

You like the rain when it's sunny
Let's not fight cause I'm above it
When you get to speakin the only that's in my ear is the lies you be spillin
I wanna tell you how I'm feelin
You don't never wanna hear it
I just need someone to listen
Maybe that's why I been sippin

Excuse me I been goin through it
Its not gettin easier I feel so stupid
For letting you love me then seize it it's ruined good reasons Gods doing
I need a genie to come grant my wishes
But 3 ain't enough cause I got a whole list and I'm sorry if I ask for too much not trippin

I've always hustled alone this ain't new ish
This ain't new ish
Sorry if I ask for too much not trippin

Why do I sit reminisce bout the times we had
I do recall how it all went from good to bad
You promised me you'd never leave me goin out all sad
You shoulda thought of that
Cause now a days it's you who mad
Talk to me
Tell me everything you wanna say
I heard it all I swear you all the same

I can't get caught up in what I wanna be
That shit ain't good for my soul is too deep
Just cause you said so don't mean I believe
Poppin that, so all these thoughts will leave

Someone who keep it real is what I really need
You never noticed the hurt in me
I'm careful how I keep the energy

I've always hustled alone this ain't new ish
This ain't new ish
Sorry if I ask for too much not trippin