Selfish (York University)

(album: Lost Cause - 2014)

[Intro:]
Tell me is that [echoes]

[Hook:]
I'm not bout to lie on it
We don't even talk oh no no more
So I'm not bout to lie on it
You can't be no one else's
Cause I'm selfish, I'm selfish
I don't wanna be selfish
Tell me is it selfish, am I selfish
I don't wanna be selfish
Tell me is that selfish
Tell me is that selfish

[Verse 1:]
Short black nigga in the Benzo
Touch rolled in the endzone
Who you with, what it ain't me
Girl, don't try to put me in the friendzone
Young nigga still ride with em on the low low
I Benz drop with the Hunna low low
Look, you my chick
Let her full trick
While am still shooting with numerous shots from the 44
I done moved on
But I don't want you to go I don't I want you to move on
I don't want you to see me at the light
But you do and I got another you on my futon
All in together, chain faced mode when I met her
Thinking bout it all in the present
That was that 4-1
I would never forfeit on bullshit
And you would never fold for my cheddar
I was young successful, young and reckless
Running reckless, tryna find the time to check it
It was wrong, I thought that time would tell
But damn I fucked it up, and now I guess I'm just
(Selfish, I'm selfish)
Cause I moved on and I don't want you boo
(Selfish, I'm selfish)
When I move on and I don't want you too
(Selfish, I'm selfish)
Just a young unlucky mothafucka in a Beamer
I need ya to myself and then I leave ya
Did the same shit with Tina, Gina, Ashley, and even Leena
Believe me, this shit hard but I make it look easy
For the go with the crack on the low
You leave and I'm back in for more

[Hook]

[Verse 2:]
Was thinking of the days when
We was teens in a basement
100 v's in the case uh
Young nigga with a dream just chasing
Big cake little nigga no birthday
Backwood for the worst day
With a 1 back then I would back when
I was in the city oh my my birthplace
Young girl running with the keys to my heart
Shit hard but my heart so cold that it key wouldn't start it
Made a pact to my [?]
That if it don't go right I'm a keep you apart
In the future, it sound loose but it's truthful
And I ain't stupid, I know you out there looking for
Something new but I know you still missing what you used to
Love and lust and sex and trust and next is guess
I fucked it up and yes I know I will regret the extra stuff
Well stop me there cause that's enough, bam
Young and wild we take for granted
All the things you planted in this life we know you made for us
It's dangerous just to maintain us, babe look uh
I'm the nigga out there
I don't know what was salty at all
But you know shit different out there
Back then I was always downtown like I'm living out there
These days I be in a new level
Keep up [?]
Only thing missing is a bad one
Fuck that only thing missing girl is you here
I been trying fucked up
[?]
Then I'm running right back on the low
Got the crack for the low
When you leave then I'm back in for more
Young nigga

[Hook:]
I'm not bout to lie on it
We don't even talk oh no no more
So I'm not bout to lie on it
You can't be no one else's
Cause I'm selfish, I'm selfish
I don't wanna be selfish
Selfish, am I selfish
If I think you mine
And no one else's
Tell me is that selfish

[Verse 3:]
Young nigga riding up and down the boulevard
I know I fucked up yeah it's all my fault
If it was up to me it wouldn't be this hard
If it was up to me we'd be inside your dorm room
Fucking just like we inside your dorm room
You'll remember me I put it on you
Take stills all the way down to your university to put it on you
I'm the one that you was with first time that you smoked weed
I put it on you
And I won't back out York University
Why am I trying to find you
What if it's not you but the feeling of you
That always finds me
That I'm right back here at York University
Where we used to try
Hoping one more day we can try