Laundry Day

(album: Digital Heartifacts - 2024)

My negativity's become unattractive
She wants to be with somebody who's proactive
Because I see too much and only say sad things
I guess I always kinda knew this would happens
She'll say I tried a lot but it got too draining
It sort of feels like taking care of a baby
I used to love you but then you got too lazy
I always wondered how long she'd take to hate me

I missed another laundry day today
The mess is piling up on me
I missed another laundry day today
I'm buried in my thoughts again
I'm melancholy island
I've been ripped upon my bed
I've gotta clean my head

My insecurity's no longer endearing
She liked me better back when I used to feel things
Just say I changed when I got on medication
I always knew with me her time would be wasted
She'll say my lack of motivation is scary
I've made no money, not since last February
And my libido makes her feel so unsexy
I always knew that she would leave me eventually

I missed another laundry day today
The mess is piling up on me
I missed another laundry day today
I'm buried in my thoughts again
I'm melancholy island
I've been ripped upon my bed
I've gotta clean my head
I've gotta clean my head

She's probably right
There is a line between humility
And self-loathing
To the point of mental instability
But I can't get up
Out this bed, it's taken over me
I feel so unclean

I missed another laundry day today
The mess is piling up on me
I missed another laundry day today
I'm buried in my thoughts again
I'm melancholy island
I've been ripped upon my bed
I've gotta clean my head
I've gotta clean my head