but then i died.

(album: KILL YOURSELF - 2018)

It was like we were like in... it didn't feel like purgatory, because it looked beautiful. But, though, when we died, we were like God. Like we were the almighty, like, we could, like every time I took a breath it felt like "Ahhh!"

For the first time, I could die
I could die and rest my head
I could forget what they said
Mushroom tore through me like lead
I'm dead
I'm dead
I'm dead
I'm dead
I'm dead
I'm dead
I'm dead
Everything is really funny when you're dead
I got hella shit to laugh about
Spilling from my head
I just love how some of you walk about
Walk about my town with my homie
Rocking out
Walk about my town feeling lonely
I'm on that sad way
Having a bad day
Lift your hand and wait
Smile so blandly
I'm dead
I'm dead
I'm dead
I'm dead
I'm dead
I'm dead
I'm dead

"There was points where I'd... we would be talking like this, but we'd... we would be in that other world."
"Yes."
"Right."
"I think, sometimes like this: to me, that other world IS here all the time, and we just can't see it."

I feel like darkness, don't make me cry no more
What I don't know, I won't hide no more
Boo [*woman screaming*]

I've been in the gutter to long
Making new songs
Smoking on the tea, Oolong, that's right
I don't give a fuck, you wrong
I am too strong
I ain't even care and you on that mic
I am really rapping, no shit
I spit my truth in the booth
I ain't fucking with a group ass boy-o
That pollo not loyal, we royal
Kill yourself in the poop

But then I made NO HANDS. [*chuckle*]