Feeling Strange

(album: Half Man, Half Vamp - 2023)

Praying, I ask God to keep me safe
I called Dot to keep me covered with this Drac so I'm ok
Go through a lot, I almost tried to give it up the other day
I can't really explain the feeling but I been feeling strange
I had to cut some niggas off, I hope it's loyalty in the ones left
I can't take another loss, cause them be the times when no one was there
I know shit get hard but it's only fair

Heard you don't want to go alone cause it get lonely there
But you came in this world on your own
Trying to separate my rights from wrongs
They been trying to take my life got to make it home
But I been trying to play alright, my niggas gone
When I say DND, I'm not only talking about my phone
Boy you got to man up cause right now you not acting like it's grown
It's like Speak but ain't saying nothing, no they won't never understand us
None of us playing, how you think you playing us?
Want to help wrap it in rubber bands but you weren't around when it got ran up
Try to find the love they said they had but it wasn't found
Just let me know if it's real (I wanna know)

Praying, I ask God to keep me safe
I called Dot to keep me covered with this Drac so I'm ok
Go through a lot, I almost tried to give it up the other day
I can really explain the feeling but I been feeling strange

It's like I abuse this shit, just to still have my pain in the end
Don't know what excuses is, I'm a Father now I can't make them shits again
Got to play by them rules to live
I know you might not feel it, just know that my love for you forreal
I pour up a two
I know on my cup I wrote R.I.P Juice
They told you what it took for them to win, they ain't tell you you could lose
They just told you about my dark side, so when you meet him don't even be surprised
What's seen when you look inside, I see nothing but lies
All in they face, I see disguise
Shit full of hate trying to play me like I ain't great, they better stop it
Ain't shit left to say, the whole world fake we already know let's switch the topic
I be trying to not let shit bother me, cause it ain't bringing no profit
I ain't got to tell you to watch my back, I know you got me
Just hold it down if next time they get me
I know slippers count and for the most part i'mma be on point
We'll just sit outside and wait until the sun come

Praying, I ask God to keep me safe
I called Dot to keep me covered with this Drac so I'm ok
Go through a lot, I almost tried to give it up the other day
I can really explain the feeling but I been feeling strange
I had to cut some niggas off, I hope there's loyalty in the ones left
I can't take another loss, just can be the times when no one was there
I know shit get hard but it's only fair