Pink Rabbits

(album: The Restless - 2018)

You said it would be painless
The needle in the doll
You said it would be painless
It wasn't that at all

I couldn't find quiet, I went out in the rain
I was just soaking my head to unrattle my brain
Somebody said you disappeared in a crowd
I didn't understand then, I don't understand now

Am I the one you think about
When you're sitting in your fainting chair
Drinking pink rabbits?
Am I the one you think about
When you're sitting in your fainting chair
Drinking pink rabbits?

And everybody was gone
You were standing in the street 'cause you were trying not to crack up
It wasn't like rain, it was more like a sea
I didn't ask for this pain it just came over me
I love a storm, but I don't love lightning
All the waters coming up so fast that it's frightening

Am I the one you think about
When you're sitting in your fainting chair
Drinking pink rabbits?
Am I the one you think about
When you're sitting in your fainting chair
Drinking pink rabbits?

And everybody was gone
I was standing in the street 'cause I was trying not to crack

I was solid gold, I was in the fight
I was coming back from what seemed like a ruin
I couldn't see you coming so far
I just turn around and there you are

I'm so surprised you wanna dance with me now
I was just getting used to living life without you around
I'm so surprised you wanna dance with me now
You always said I held you way too high off the ground

You didn't see me, I was falling apart
I was a white girl in a crowd of white girls in the park
You didn't see me, I was falling apart
I was a television version of a person with a broken heart
You didn't see me, I was falling apart
I was a white girl in a crowd of white girls in a park
You didn't see me, I was falling apart
I was a television version of a person with a broken heart

And everybody was gone
You were standing in the street 'cause you were trying not to crack up
And bona drag was still on
Now I only think about Los Angeles when the sun kicks out
Now I only think about Los Angeles when the sun kicks out

You said it would be painless
The needle in the doll
You said it would be painless
It wasn't that at all
You said it would be painless
The needle in the doll
You said it would be painless
It wasn't that at all