What Have I Done

(album: If The Sky Came Down - 2022)

I can't believe it, god I must be dreaming
This feels so pleasing and so fucking easy
You keep on pleading, I don't need a reason
You'll be screaming from the top of your lungs

I keep on beating and I can't believe it
Something evil but so fucking pleasing
You keep on bleeding as you stop breathing
I'll be screaming from the top of my lungs

Good god what have I done

Good god
What have I done to you, I burned you to the ground
But I don't feel like a criminal
I've been spiraling round and around
More like a beast than an animal

More like a beast than an animal

I can't believe it but you just released me
You've been mistreated, I got what I needed
I may be guilty but will you forgive me
I really had nowhere to hide or to run

I think I'm healing, maybe someday even
I might just meet ya hanging from the ceiling
For what it's worth, I think what we had was pleasing
But I'll keep wondering every night to myself

Good god what have I done

Good god
What have I done to you, I burned you to the ground
But I don't feel like a criminal
I've been spiraling round and around
More like a beast than an animal
More like a beast than an animal
Good god
What have I done to you, I burned you to the ground
I'm a beast, not an animal

Look away, I'm feeling insane
Take a minute to appreciate the mess I'm in
I'm on the edge, leave me for dead
Don't waste your prayer on a sinner
Just pull that trigger

Look away, I'm feeling insane
Take a minute to appreciate the mess I'm in
I'm on the edge, leave me for dead
Don't waste your prayer on a sinner
Just pull that trigger

Good god what have I

What have I done to you, I burned you to the ground
But I don't feel like a criminal
I've been spiraling round and around
More like a beast than an animal
More like a beast than an animal
Good god
What have I done to you, I burned you to the ground
I'm a beast, not an animal

Look away, I'm feeling insane
Don't waste your prayer on a sinner
Just pull that trigger