Black Converse

(album: Grown-ish - 2021)

Hey, I found your black Converse
They made me think of us
And how we wore each other out
But maybe I am out of line
Calling you late at night
Just wanna see if you're around
I didn't think our break-up
Would make us into strangers
And there's so much I never got to say

Hey, I found your black Converse
I guess in other words
I'm really missing you right now

But you look good
You look really fucking good
And I hate that you don't need me
Like the way I still need you
Wish I didn't, but I do
So it's hard to see you healing
When I'm still breaking

You always had a way with words
I'd always get so nervous I won't get it all across
Yeah, sometimes I think there's a chance
A sudden change of plans
Where we'll get back the things we lost
I didn't think it mattered
Which one is breaking better
But it pains me that you're happier than me

Yeah, here we are so I'll go first
I found your black Converse
I thought that you might want them back

But you look good
You look really fucking good
And I hate that you don't need me
Like the way I still need you
Wish I didn't, but I do
So it's hard to see you healing
When I'm still breaking

In my bed, at the bar
In my head, in my heart
How are you happy now
'Cause I'm still holding on
On the bus, feeling great
Why am I not okay?
How are you happy now
When I'm still breaking

Hey, I found your black Converse
I guess in other words
I'm really missing you right now

But you look good
You look really fucking good
And I hate that you don't need me
Like the way I still need you
Wish I didn't, but I do
So it's hard to see you healing
When I'm still breaking

In my bed, at the bar
In my head, in my heart
How are you happy now
'Cause I'm still holding on
On the bus, feeling great
Why am I not okay?
How are you happy now
When I'm still breaking