pity party

(album: finding it hard to smile - 2018)

I wish that I was out right now
I wish that I was a couple shots down (shots down)
But I can't seem to get off my couch
It's scary how existing sounds
I could really use a night for me
But I can't afford the company
Heads been heavy for what seems like weeks
Please set me free, anxiety

You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile, but I won't be happy
Balloons and tears here for everybody
'Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
You know we said that we would go far
I'm not the brightest never claimed this star
You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile, but I won't be happy

I know I've got expensive taste
It makes my problems feel okay
It's not my fault I'm born this way
A messy brain, I'm not okay
I keep on staring at my phone
It helps me feel less alone
And these uppers also help me cope
It's sad I know, that's how it goes

You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile, but I won't be happy
Balloons and tears here for everybody
'Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
You know we said that we would go far
I'm not the brightest never claimed this star
You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile, but I won't be happy

I'm a sad boy
I should probably fix myself
In a sad world
I'm just asking for a little help
Would you help me out?
Would you help me out?

You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile, but I won't be happy
Balloons and tears here for everybody
'Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
You know we said that we would go far
I'm not the brightest never claimed this star
You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile, but I won't be happy