Do You Remember

(album: Reflections - 2015)

[Lucidious:]
Yeah
This one's for you homie
They say the key to success is forgiveness

I never thought that I would have to write you this letter
It's been a long time since the day that we severed
I really tried to let it go
Do you remember?
All the stupid shit we did kids and thought it was clever? Damn
Don't forget that my birthday is in December
Normally we'd have a cake together but whatever
Guess I wish you luck in all your future endeavors
Don't offense if don't answer your text and deal with the pressure
Do you remember the first time that we made a track?
Back in college yo I couldn't even rap
You would tell me I was dope
Tommy one day we gon' make it
Couple of months later I was releasing changes
Put you in the video, had to rearrange it for my right hand man
You lost a brotherhood over a one-night stand
Now I know one night can
Ruin every thing we love and everything that we planned, damn

[Merissa Shaban:]
Part of me hopes you will hear this song
Didn't think you'd fuck up but I was wrong
Held onto this feeling for too long, yeah yeah
Kinda nervous, a little insecure
But I won't let it bring me down no more
No, no more, yeah yeah

[Lucidious:]
The worst part about it is I lost your family too
Haven't spoken since it happened yo I'm barely pulling through
Rapping in a booth, finally exposing truth
How'd you even get it up when I was in the other room
In my mind wish I could fix it
Dealing with addiction all this shit got me conflicted
You the cause of this division
I swear to god that I will listen just get me out of the prison
I'm so sick of all the bitching
Need to find a way outta this algorithm I been living in
Been pessimistic as kid it I had to get it quick
Pop was busy mom was crying I could never sleep
How the fuck you'd turn into a memory I'll never keep?
If you feel the pain I feel I know you feel it deep
I turned into a person that I never wanna fucking see
Probably shatter a mirror just by looking at it
Co-dependent I'm aggressive I just hate the fact that
You would stab me in the back
Leave me right here writing tracks about the past
I need to let it go but I'm still fucking mad
Speaking through the wire with this microphone
Hoping that I reach you when I'm on a stage and I perform
Hate my music but I'm standing right where I belong
It's time to let you go sorry but I'm moving on
I wish you luck and nothing but success I turn this lighter on
Light a candle say goodbye blow it out as you play the song

[Merissa Shaban:]
Part of me hopes you will hear this song
Didn't think you'd fuck up but I was wrong
Held onto this feeling for too long, yeah yeah
Kinda nervous, a little insecure
But I won't let it bring me down no more
No, no more, yeah yeah