Tired

(album: Beauty In The Darkness - 2023)

Can you hear me
Is it over
Reaching out my hand
Coming closer
I'm not feeling so well
Tired I could use some help

I'm getting tired of people
I'm on the wire with evil
I'm getting tired of anger in my state of mind that I try to keep peaceful
I'm getting tired of questions
And no I don't trust your intentions
I'm getting tired of people pretending to like me by sending me blessings
I'm getting tired of stress
And I ain't replying to texts
I am inclined to suppress
All that I'm feeling quit trying to guess
The regret has inspired a mess
Only one standing cause I never left
Always comparing, but I ain't impressed
I'm getting tired cause I never rest

This energy is draining me
Losing it mentally
Walk away or stay with me
It's all the same to me
Tell me is it meant to be
You'll leave eventually
Friends or are we enemies
It's all the same to me

Can you hear me
Is it over
Reaching out my hand
Coming closer
I'm not feeling so well
Tired I could use help

Can you hear me
Is it over
Reaching out my hand
Coming closer
I'm not feeling so well
Tired I could use some help

Me out of this
Angers got a grip
I cannot convince
Myself that I really got a shot at this
One step at a time's all that I commit
Seeking out like the alchemist
These outward truths really found within
I sit still with the sound of sin
To reconnect myself and build a bridge
But the deeper that I go the more I see
People dipping out and choose to leave
Hard to find the ones you can lean on
Most the time it ends in a deceit
So I'll defeat and take whatever means
And break the side I hate to intervene
And I'm tired feeling like I never sleep
Perfections something I could never reach

This energy is draining me
Losing it mentally
Walk away or stay with me
It's all the same to me
Tell me is it meant to be
You'll leave eventually
Friends or are we enemies
It's all the same to me

Can you hear me
Is it over
Reaching out my hand
Coming closer
I'm not feeling so well
Tired I could use help

Can you hear me
Is it over
Reaching out my hand
Coming closer
I'm not feeling so well
Tired I could use some help