Growing Pains

(album: All Growed Up - 2012)

Here, here I stand

I don't wanna know no more
I don't wanna rock 'n' roll no more
I don't wanna fly, I don't wanna go, I don't wanna grow no more
I don't wanna be like this, tattoos on my face and shit
I don't wanna lie, I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna buy my bitch
I don't wanna feel the way I feel but I feel the growing pains

I don't wanna ride no more
I don't wanna hide no more
I don't wanna find what I've spent my whole life looking for
I don't wanna get old
I don't wanna be growing here

Here, here I stand

All growed up, not I'm not
I want the pain to stop
Where's my mom, where's my dad?
Where's the girl that I once had?
Where's my call, where's my things?
Where's my house, where's my ching?
What are these feelings, they're killing me slowly
My shoe size never change, but the pain keeps on growing
Growing

I don't even really know
I don't even really care
I don't even really wanna holler at 'em but they gotta understand
I feel like shit, I look even better
Sold my soul to the devil, told me he'd help sell a couple records
Here, here I stand

Under one God, boys will be boys
I don't even think there ever was a choice
Cause I can't remember ever being told that everything would be so different when I'm older
Everyone is colder
All the fun is over
All the things you did you thought nobody saw the eye that's on top of the pyramid is caught by one record deal
And all it cost me was my soul
Growing

Underneath the p-p-p-pretty paint
I got g-g-g-g-g-g-growing pains
I'm not n-n-n-numb to, uh, I hurt
So I p-p-p-puff that purp
Crooks and castles
Y'all like assholes
Ugh
Pain

Ya feel me?
Here, here I stand