Baltimore

(album: The Missing Years - 2018)

I woke up this evening sweat soaked and paranoid from this fever
I've been shaking for days (I've been shaking for days)
I always was a bookmark for your bad intentions
So say you're sorry too and I'll call the truce to finally end this
This is me letting go
I'll explain myself in detail with "I don't love you anymore"
Now if you ever fucking thought I couldn't make it on my own
That I would bend and break under pressure and all this weight you never knew me at all

Don't wait up, I've been gone, so have you for far too long
Do you think about your sins when you lay in bed with him
I held on to my pride, you went down without a fight
I'm the best I've ever been now that I'm out of your life

This isn't me, I'm not the man my father raised me to be
Where did we go
I've been driving with my eyes closed
You keep asking and I'll keep giving
Maybe one day I'll be forgiving

Don't wait up, I've been gone, so have you for far too long
Do you think about your sins when you lay in bed with him
I held on to my pride, you went down without a fight
I'm the best I've ever been now that I'm out of your life

[Taylor Eby:]
Just to see if it makes a difference this is how I'll keep my distance
I'm not running away, I'm just somewhere else I'd rather be
Just to see if it makes a difference this is how I'll keep my distance
I'm not running away, I'm just somewhere else I'd rather be

Don't wait up, I've been gone, so have you for far too long
Do you think about your sins when you lay in bed with him
I held on to my pride, you went down without a fight
I'm the best I've ever been now that I'm out of your life

I'm the best I've ever been now that I'm out of your life
Now if you ever fucking thought I couldn't make it on my own
This is me letting go
I don't love you anymore