Texas

(album: In The Sky - 2018)

You think you look better
I know you feel worse
If nothing went numb I think something would hurt
I've seen this before never thought you'd be hurt
You're young and you're precious your laugh is infectious
Your heart's big as Texas don't think you're reckless
But maybe you strayed from the cross on your necklace
And now I feel selfish cause I miss my best friend
Still skipping breakfast and higher than Everest

Slowing down the time
You can say you're fine but this is too familiar
You know it runs in mind
I don't wanna fight
Or overstep the line
But this is too familiar
You know it runs in mind

I've been sleeping all day for my baby
It's my cotton ball putting up another wall
Way of escaping
Being awake isn't what I wanna be here
I wanna be asleep
Or I wanna be a bird
Or I wanna be a tree
Or be living by the sea
I don't wanna be a creep
I wanna be asleep

Dreams would be nice but then nothing is fine for now
I should have more on my mind
I don't mind but you say that you're fine
I've been adamant I"m not a fan of it
Honestly thinking that something is up
Know you're the same but I'm not gonna ask
What would I ask

Slowing down the time
You can say you're fine but this is too familiar
You know it runs in mind
I don't wanna fight
Or overstep the line
But this is too familiar
You know it runs in mind

Slowing down the time
You can say you're fine but this is too familiar
You know it runs in mind
I don't wanna fight
Or overstep the line
But this is too familiar
You know it runs in mind

Different things and picking on dreams
And picking on me when I tried picking you up
Tried not giving you up
And when I die I'll ask if I did enough
I'll pray that I'll live to know that I did
Pray for your weight and you wait for your freight
That you ordered online and I say
Boxes arrive should I try waking you up again
Boxes arrived you were taking too much again
Somebody said I say thank you too much again
Back to school late with my lunch again
I'm not giving you up
No one's taught we're pretty on the outside
Lies you tell are pretty much alright
And I hate it when we sleep
Keep on trying to sleep

Your heart's big as Texas
Your heart's big as Texas
Your heart's big as Texas
Your heart's big as Texas
Your heart's big as Texas
Your heart's big as Texas
Your heart's big as Texas
Your heart's big as Texas
Your heart's big as Texas
Your heart's big as Texa