A Million Miles

(album: Mansionz - 2017)

Had a flashback, that perfume
Flip you in the bed and you grabbed me soon
In the backseat of a taxi, angry at me
'Cause I didn't help you patch your wounds
Whose fault is that? I text you, you call me back
I don't pick up, I text you back
And all the energy is gone, so the sex is wack
That's so tragic, that's so bad
I'm gon' hurt you, all you have
Achey heart, Miley's dad
You want something you can't have

You want me to hold you, I'll never stay
I'm chasing a feeling I could describe as great
If you're looking for me, you know where I've been
A million miles away
Just come to the hotel, park it valet
Don't think 'bout the future, let's just be here today
'Cause this time tomorrow, you know where I'll be
A million miles away

All I wanna do is get this paper, spend it with my bros
All you wanna do is take vacation trips, move with my flow
All the shit you do seems very extra, girl, can you be cool?
Calm down with that mixing up the alcohol and Xanax down
And I meet 1,000 girls every time I'm on tour
I got security just to show them the door
My shit don't stink and my future incredible
I think I'm next and my team think the same and so

You want me to hold you, I'll never stay
I'm chasing a feeling I could describe as great
If you're looking for me, you know where I've been
A million miles away
Just come to the hotel, park it valet
Don't think 'bout the future, let's just be here today
'Cause this time tomorrow, you know where I'll be
A million miles away

I've gave you wounds and you tell me that they will never heal
I got your perfume stuck up on my fucking sweatshirt still
Wherever, you'll remember, I know you'll pretend it's real
You always had that cold-ass Michigan December feel
And I do not mean that last line as a compliment
You smile and laugh, but I could tell yo ass is not content
And I'll agree that this September has been very strange
I've been looking in my mind and see some scary things
Like that interesting moment when the love stopped
Came as sudden as the dumping when the drums dropped
I moved away to a city where the summer stops
You text me that your iPod still up in my glove box
That's just a play to spin me back into your web again
Your friends been putting stupid shit into your head again
So cue the crying, cue the drugs, cue the masquerade
You were quitting and I dumped you, now we're back again
I'm back in D-Town for the night, here's the scenario
I'm writing at my hotel desk, I'm thinking very slow
There's a female in my bed that I barely know
I just put her in my verse, that shit is very dope
I call you on the phone and proceed to say something dumb
To see if I can feel something other than fucking numb
You say you realize I'm the thing that you've been running from
I tell you, "Baby, join the club, that's all I've ever done"
Red wine, red roses, breakup, stripper pushing molly pills
I asked you not to call me, we both know you probably will
You cut me places no one sees, I know your style of play
Fuck this city, I'm gon' move a million miles away

I mean at first, you're gonna pretend to forget about her
You know, I'd call her, I don't know, whatever
But then, eventually, you really will forget about her
But I wish she comes back first
See, that's the thing is somehow they know not to come back until you really forget