Waiting

(album: My Feelings - 2022)

Aye
I been getting used to praying, tryna thank Him every morning
Six figure dollar deals but still risk it like I ain't important
'Member gripping on the Taurus cuz G man's couldn't afford it
Saying wish somebody well so I leave him inside that forest
And we about that action like a bird now
This all certain now, 'member shootouts flipped the house
Now I could say I'm from the birds now
Thugging all a sudden like he was never just a nerd now
Got folks through sentences like they writing a bunch of words down
It's crazy, used to be broke now I ain't fooling shit
Hating on, that's how they was doing it when I was homeless
Got kicked outside my mama crib, I did a lot of shit
For these gang signs that we throwing up did a lot of skish
Aye, damn I had a lot of problems
Started taking different drugs thinking that it'll solve 'em
Risk your life put on the line that's what's love to me
Suckas try to kill me, pistol glued I got it stuck to me
Sometimes I cry when I'm alone cuz this shit that deep
I know some folks who got smoked thinking it's rap beef
Aye, nigga thinking it's rap beef
Know some folks who got smoked cuz they thinking that shit, aye
Really known inside my city, I can't leave without my glicko
I been biting down my lip, police doing sweeps and these RICOs
I might just be on my sound, fit in with none of these people
They saying hate is poison but love is what really kills you
And on my daughter life I seen it couple times
It made my mama cry a couple times, I had to slide
I put tears in my mama eyes
Southside, who would've thought that I'd be traumatized
Wish upon a star, I wish my patners could come back to life
It's devastating, Glock could do magic the way it levitating
Tryna make it right with God but lately I been next to Satan
I been spending bands on all my fits so I could feel lil famous
Mama said these drugs killing me slowly, prolly why I still take 'em
Damn, misunderstood is what I feel like
I been getting close to folks not from the hood but show me real life
And when I leave my home and hit the road forget 'bout real life
Then I look back at my bros getting my most snap back to real life
This real life