Despise (from "Screw Loose" single)

I've got no sympathy
We don't have to agree
Cause I'm not you and you're not me
So please just go away
I don't wanna buy your life
Just leave me alone and I'll be fine

Black coffee like my dreams
Taste bit of [?]
I feel the rage inside me rise
I've bet so [?]
That I despise
I despise

I can't tell you what I really think
That would only make things worse
Some call it a blessing, I call it a curse
Sometimes I wake up dead
With that thought inside my head
Just to free yourself and be force fed

Black coffee like my dreams
Taste bit of [?]
I feel the rage inside me rise
Each time I'm [?]
That I despise
I despise

Don't touch me, don't come near
Why are you even here?
I've got some news for you
Wish you would disappear

Black coffee like my dreams
Taste bit of [?]
I feel the rage inside me rise
I've bet so [?]
That I despise
I despise
That I despise
I despise