More Than Just Music

Four a.m., alone in my basement
Seems like forever I've been feeling vacant
Damn, I'm just so sick of faking
I'm just so sick of losing, now I'm losing my patience
Please, can you believe in me now?
I'm gonna make it real soon and I know how that sounds
The things are tough right now, but it'll all work out
And mom just give me some time, I swear I'll make you proud
I promise! Yeah, I promise I will
My promise this real, the truth is my ex was a steal
In love with her still, these moments, they kill, I write what I feel
I'm spilling my emotions chasing more than a deal
I'm tired of feeling so used becoming broken and bruised
I'm tired of faking all my happiness with bottles of booze
It's quarter to two, I'm pulling out some quarters for food
Stuck in this mood, reflecting on the things that I do
I'm always searching for more, there's something greater, I'm sure
We're worth more than passing out beside the bottle we pour
Asleep on the floor, alone, stupid, aching and sore
I sing from the core and try to use my pain to help yours
But we ain't near finish yet, see, this is just the beginning
And I don't need no fancy blogs or any post to be winning
I got the fans on my side, some MVP's in the building
It's Ollie Raps 'til I die, let's raise the bar to the ceiling
We rising up and rising up, don't tryna stop us now
We blasting off through the atmosphere, looking down in the clouds
Now, they're respecting our sound, I'm still the talk in my town
But huge change from all the laughing when they first found out
See, this is my heart and my soul, I'm simply rapping my passion
It's taking a toll cause all my lyrics actually happen
None of this acting, I give you all the truth not a fraction
Smoking in ashing, think of these emotions we're masking
I'm done with just singles, I think it's time, I give you a story
They say we choose our destiny, I say I'm destined for glory
I feel I miss my time, I'm here to take what's mine
We all become what we're thinking, I'm thinking I'm next in line
Ollie!