When You Were Here

I'm still avoiding the exit that goes to your old house
Listening to Konstantine
Like we did at seventeen
But I know it's not helping me out

I wish I could let go & blame someone else
I wish I could tell you that

I don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Like I did when you were here
I think I'm just scared to death
That you'll always mess with my head
Like you did
Like you did
Like you did when you were here

You said I'm being destructive
I guess I'm just stuck in my old ways
The self pity I'm caught in is like a broken cassette
Wrinkled tape of regret
Yeah, we were both too selfish to change
I can't get over this cause you're already over this

I don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Like I did when you were here
I think I'm just scared to death
That you'll always mess with my head
Like you did
Like you did
Like you did when you were here

I wish I could let go & blame someone else
I wish I could tell you that

I wish I could let go & blame someone else
I wish I could tell you that

I don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Like I did when you were here
I think I'm just scared to death
That you'll always mess with my head
Like you did
Like you did
Like you did when you were here

I wish I could let go & blame someone else