Walking Through The Rain

My grandma died a couple days ago this shit's been on my mind
Life is beautiful until the people all around you die
Now you're tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right
My grandfather died 2 weeks ago they told me he be fine
I couldn't see her for the final time her funeral's tonight
I hope that woman knows I love her and I'll keep her soul alive
I've been out my head so long I'm tryna find some peace of mind
But when people die it gets hard to even realign
Crazy isn't it we lose people then appreciate we living
That's the shit that makes you sit back and then realize life is twisted
120 people die inside this life in a minute
I was told appreciate the ones around me and I didn't
Now their bodies in a coffin and it's where they're always sitting
I don't even know what I would say if to they graves I visit
I'd apologize for everything I ever did and didn't
With my arms around their tombstones I would tell 'em that I miss 'em

Everyone inside my life that loved me I just pushed away
That's the reason I got stuck inside my ways and never changed
We tend to only miss the sun when were walking through the rain
Mac is always calling me telling me ill see better days
I go manic and panic and ask if shit'll ever change
He was fuckin with me when my distro checks were only change
He's my brother but he's like a father to me in the strangest ways
The only one inside my life that's tryna help me find a way
My house is looking haunted cause these walls is what I talk to
Everyone around me always dies or they want to
It sucks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you
But I don't need sympathy for the shit that I've gone through
Cause any situation presented I've always fought through
Me myself and I sometimes is all I got dude
Keep going life is beautiful you'll see it soon you got to
Appreciate the ones around you cause we'll all be gone soon