Feeling Relatively Good

I pretend to understand
When those eyes look onto mine
But you know
I'll get it wrong in the end

I pretend to know what it's about
I choose explanations to suit myself
But you know
I got it wrong and it's the end

Now I only laugh
With people
That have no reason to care
Feeling good about the things that don't really matter

And I call
I want you near
Hey, I can love you anywhere but here
But you know
I got it wrong and it's the end

You know what I say
You see what I do
There's a part of me that I still hide from you

I miss you
There
I said it
Okay

Now I only laugh
With people
That have no reason to care
Feeling good about the things that don't really matter

You know what I say
You see what I do
There's a part of me that I still hide from you

I miss you
There
I said it
Okay

Now I only laugh
With people
That have no reason to care
Feeling good about the things that don't really matter