Lost

Still lost tryna find a way but I feel like I'm running on E
Yeah
No sleep and I'm miles away from the place that I really wanna be
I know I gotta pay my toll
I'm not sure I should take this road
I just pray that I can make it on my own
Oh, no-no-no

Another lonely night neglecting everything that matters
Just lock myself in the booth and spew all the pain that's gathered
I guess this rapper life ain't everything I thought it'd be
Been declining all my family members when they calling me
I'm locked in
Hoping I can find some inspiration at the cost of missing moments with the people I relate with
Anxious, pray that when I'm old I won't regret it
But in my heart of hearts, know I was born to be a legend
No debate, this is fate
This was written in the stars
Ain't make it this far just to quit and fall apart
Been giving y'all my soul this is more than just art
Its who I want to be vs who I was at the start
You know?

Still lost tryna find a way but I feel like I'm running on E
Yeah
No sleep and I'm miles away from the place that I really wanna be
I know I gotta pay my toll
I'm not sure I should take this road
I just pray that I can make it on my own
Oh, no-no-no

But either way know I'ma write until my time is up
It ain't every day that God'll bless you with this kind of luck
It's kinda fucked that I could even complain
When there's a crowd full of people who been screaming my name
I gotta readjust
And take this life for what it's worth now
It got me out my nine to five and put me in my first house
Turned me to a businessman when I was just a burnout
Parabolic net worth and all of its insured now
Double then diversify
I don't gotta blur the lines
Give it to em straight and sugarcoat if they prefer the lie
Know this life absurd and I just want to get my head straight
Think the root of evil really turned me to a head case

Still lost tryna find a way but I feel like I'm running on E
Yeah
No sleep and I'm miles away from the place that I really wanna be
I know I gotta pay my toll
I'm not sure I should take this road
I just pray that I can make it on my own
Oh, no-no-no