Nvr Said Tht I Wanted 2

It's hard for me to admit
All those powders that we railed fucked up my head
We never had much good luck
Blow a bag off the balcony
I know you need someone who gives a fuck
And it's never me, I'll never be anywhere near your wants

But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to

Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the fuck is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to

Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, I'm not the type to bitch
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge

Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, I'm not the type to bitch
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Oh, I hear explosions in my head
Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some fucking rest
Oh, I'm running out of skin to give
Why do you talk to me like this?

I don't really care to know why
You never came home in the morning
She mad said I'm mean, why'd you cry when I leave?
I told you upfront this is nothing

But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask 'cause I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to

Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the fuck is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to

Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to