I Hope Hell Isn't Real

I got nothing to live for
And she knows that
Tear off another prescription
So I can get the fuck off of this couch

My life's so dull from these drugs
So I can meet the perceptions of me
Are my eyes bleeding from the sun
Or is it just my reflection?
I can't tell, but all I know

Is that we're all so fucked up
But that's okay with me
And my mind's still numb
From narcissistic dreams
If that's how we really feel
I hope that hell isn't real
Yeah

Guess I'm alright when I'm laying in bed
Kept feeling my dreams, I'll flick over my friends
I try my best but I don't do well
Participation trophies all up on my shelf
Got a big mouth that shoots like a gun
Bet I'll be in hell when it's all said and done
And I can't even tell you at least to have fun
All my bad thoughts I can never outrun

My life's so dull from these drugs
So I can meet the perceptions of me
Are my eyes bleeding from the sun
Or is it just my reflection?
I can't tell, but all I know

Is that we're all so fucked up
But that's okay with me
And my mind's still numb
From narcissistic dreams
If that's how we really feel
I hope that hell isn't real