Life Of The Party

Stuck in my own bed
Trapped in these cardboard walls
I see all these faces
And they don't see me at all
I miss the old days
Where time didn't disappear
We talked about our future
And how we'd get out of here

Sick of feeling like I'm dead
Sick of fighting my eyelids
Sick of hearing these sirens
All I want is some silence

If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home?
Why do I stay home?
If everyone says they love me
Why do I feel low?
As dead as my phone
I don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie here in this hell
I don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try all by myself, cause
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home?
Why do I stay home?

I'm ghost of my hometown
Where everything stayed the same
Was king of the playground
But now I just waste my days
Worried about income
When everyone seems so paid
Is this the outcome
Of not trying to act my age?

Sick of feeling like I'm dead
Sick of fighting my eyelids
Sick of hearing these sirens
All I want is some silence

If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home?
Why do I stay home?
If everyone says they love me
Why do I feel low?
As dead as my phone
I don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie here in this hell
I don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try all by myself, cause
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home?
Why do I stay home?

Gloomy
I'ma live my life feeling gloomy
It's better than feeling
Nothin at all
Nothin at all
Nothin at all
Nothin at all
Gloomy
I'ma live my life feeling gloomy
It's better than feeling
Nothin at all
Nothin at all
Nothin at all
Nothin at all

If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home?
Why do I stay home?
If everyone says they love me
Why do I feel low?
As dead as my phone
I don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie here in this hell
I don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try all by myself, cause
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home?
Why do I stay home?