The Happy

Yeah
Compulsively working
Google 'bars,' my name known to be searched in
Waiting on the day that people who don't know me besmirch it
Always moving like I'm fearing that a frozen me's lurking
Lonely the perks, it could be greed, chose to be purpose
I wake up to stress like every day is an exam and I can't make up the test
By the time my girl figure out which makeup is best
I've questioned my existence, tried to meditate it to rest

I win some, lose some
My skin done bruised some
They trying break it daily
I hit that snooze button cause my awake is scary
I fear it every moment, don't encounter hatred rarely
I know it's under the surface
Like waves of panic swelling up in my chest that I surf in
Found my homecourt advantage, still don't know where my turf is
Maybe the answer's stop searching

I know there's a place and time who gon' make some time for me
Yeah yeah, gotta wait in line but I'm in my prime you see
So oooh baby, don't you wait too long
I'm getting my impatience on
Can't keep singing you the same two songs
I deserve it
When the happy gon' come for me?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Look
The second verse usually where the truth come clearest
In the middle of labor's when the fruits come nearest
Hold on, I don't gotta prove something here, it's a lotta them and only one me
See, keeping your integrity a thankless path
Being a celebrity is dangerous, trash
I chose the long game on purpose so I ain't have to chase just that
It's working out for me

I win some, lose some
My skin done bruised some
Relief, it be escaping
I hit that snooze button
I might just have to fake it
It's a losing game whenever me and presence racing
Yeah
That makes sense don't it?
My heart, my mind acting like they still gotta make rent
Won't it stop
When will I know I've got enough to fall into the arms of the happy?
You know or not

I know there's a place and time who gon' make some time for me
Yeah yeah, gotta wait in line but I'm in my prime you see
So oooh baby, don't you wait too long
I'm getting my impatience on
Can't keep singing you the same two songs
I deserve it
When the happy gon' come for me?