my mom says that she's proud

My mom says that she's proud
I don't know what I'd do without her
The words fall out my mouth
And they only lead to disaster
I fucked up too many times
To be happy with my life
But I try and try, I try
And hope one day I'll be alright

But I'm sick of waiting for that day to come
I stay up late and start to cry when I see the sun
And I'm getting tired of it all
I wish that you'd finally call

My mom says that she's proud
I don't know what I'd do without her
The words fall out my mouth
And they only lead to disaster
I fucked up too many times
To be happy with my life
But I try and try, I try
And hope one day I'll be alright