Delusional

Look at me now
Said I wouldn't do it, but I hunted you down
Know you had a girl, but it didn't work out
Know you bought a house, but you had to move out
I'm not proud, 'cause I'm just scared of you shooting it down
You can just talk and I'll stare at your mouth
It could be bad, but I won't find out

And I wake up, in the middle of the night
With the light on
I feel like I could die
'Cause you're not here
And it don't feel right
'Cause you're not here

God, I'm actually invested
Haven't even met him
Watch this be the wrong thing, classic
God, I'm jumping in the deep end
It's more fun to swim, and
Heard the risk is drowning, but I'm gonna take it
I'm gonna take it
Oh whoa, oh whoa

Isn't it fun thinking I'm right when I'm probably wrong?
Holding my breath, living in slowmo
Knowing damn well that I haven't been touched by you
Behind you in the club, you're coming to me
You get to my door, and you can't even speak
But I think that it's sweet, yeah I think that you're sweet

And I wake up, in the middle of the night
With the light on
And you're not here

God, I'm actually invested
Haven't even met him
Watch this be the wrong thing, classic
God, I'm
Jumping in the deep end
It's more fun to swim and
Heard the risk is drowning, but I'm gonna take it

I'm gonna bend 'til I break and
You'll be my favorite mistake
I wish you would hold me, you're shaking
You're the risk, I'm gonna take it
Why aren't you here in my bedroom
Hopelessly boring without you
Too soon to tell you, I love you
Kiss you and tell you I love you!

God, I'm actually invested
Think I really want this
I'm not even kidding
No, I'm actually invested
Haven't even met yet
Wish that I was kidding, I'm not and
I hate it
God, I'm actually invested
Haven't even met him
Watch this be the wrong thing, classic
God, I'm jumping in the deep end
It's more fun to swim and
Heard the risk is drowning, but I'm gonna take it
Whoa-oh-oh
I'm gonna take it
Heard the risk is drowning, but I'm gonna take it

Too soon to tell you I love you
Too soon to tell you I love you
Too soon to tell you I love you
You're the risk, I'm gonna take it