Can't Take Back

I have to deal with what I feel
Now that I know it's time to grow up
And deep down I've always known
When it's time to let go
I've just never felt I was enough
All my friends die in their backyards
But at least they got to see the sun rise
Sleeping in and praying that
This hope will be enough
No I'm sleeping in and I'm praying that
I don't have to wake up

Heavens a gold mine of times we lost control
And our bones are just waiting to be ash
Every secret I know is a promise never told
And our words are something that we can't take back
We can't take back

There's a sense of peace I find
When I just ignore my many flaws
And a breeze of compassion that needs to bleed
Right through these broken walls
And love taught me not to see what I see
Until I've seen it all
So I'll accept the risks and I'll learn to start
This change from within
I'll accept the risks and I'll learn to let
This new love begin

Heavens a gold mine of times we lost control
And our bones are just waiting to be ash
Every secret I know is a promise never told
And our words are something that we can't take back
We can't take back